A thought, a prayer of thanks...

I feel so blessed whenever I look at kaelen or think of Ian...

My life felt emptier before God graced me with my precious blessing and my little sonshine.

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had taken the different paths that I had turned away from and I know I dun regret my journey one bit.

Kae has been such a wonderful son to have so far. Even when he talks in his sleep at nite or pees on our bed and wakes me up haha... he is my littl bao bei. I thank God for thinking me worthy to be the mother of this precocious kid who reminds me so much of Calvin from Calvin and Hobbes.

And haha Ian reminds me a bit of the Dad in that comic too hehe... A lot actually. Ian spouts similar funny theories to Kae sometimes. Ian is so much a part of me that I'd be lost without him. He is the warmth in the cold, the umbrella in the rain, the giver of encouragement when I am down... my spiritual partner in our journey to knowing God more, loving Christ more... My lighthouse in the dark stormy sea of Life... my precious precious blessing... worth more than silver or gold or any precious stones or money.

These 2 guys... big and little... teach me how to love more, to forgive more, to understand better and really touch my life every single day.

I thank God for them every day, every single moment of my humble little life.